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update and stuff...

I was trying to write an eloquent blog post that sounds great in my head but I can't seem to get out on screen, so you get blathering from me here instead.

Home stuff is going okay. Same old same old from there. Trying another new medicine for my son and his aspergers/adhd, so we'll see how that goes.

Work is going okay too. I still like most of my coworkers and my job isn't bad, but I don't trust some people and I'm so going to try to go back to school after the first of the year and when I get the money for the classes/tests. It's only $205 for all of it, but it's still a good chunk of change with life and bills and such. I'm saving up for it.

The anniversary of my mom's death is tomorrow, and I always get a bit melancholy, even after all these years. It'll be 16 years, my dad has been gone 17 years this last July. I just finally got some grief guilt a couple of years ago about the way I treated my mom after my dad's death, and even though I can't do anything about it now, it's still a nagging feeling at times.

I'm turning 35 next week, which for some reason seems like a bigger deal to me than 30. Maybe it's because I've usually got a lot on my mind, regarding who I really am, who I'd like to be, what I should do, what I've done in the past, and so on. I'm taking the day off of work, and it's payday, so the only plans I have so far is to go out to eat at one of my favorite restaurants. And that's about it. Unless I can figure out something else, but I'm not really the party/celebrating excessive type.

Me and the fam went to my best friend's wedding on Friday. It was beautiful but a little chilly. There are some pictures of me and the family and some other friends on my photobucket. Those are here.

Anyway, not much else going on here. It's unseasonably cold, of which I am NOT A FAN. But that's Iowa for you.

Uh, I think that's about it. Sorry, I'm a bit out of it today. I have a slight migraine and I need a nap, which I have on the schedule for after lunch. Til later, loves. <3